i found the perfect snooze pattern.

6:20, 6:30, 6:35, 6:40


My sophmore year a professor told me I can't draw. Granted he was asked to step down from being the chair of the department a few years ago because of a drinking problem, but still it made me cry all the way home. An hour on a car....Before college I was in an art program in high school, I had an art tutor too....I never thought I was good....But I always liked to draw....His comment made me insecure, and I haven't really done much, except doodle in class....Actually doodling is all I do at lectures. I miss drawing...It doesn't matter how bad I am, I don't have illusions of grandeur in that department.....But if I find it therapeutic fuck every one.

I have the same feeling of animosity towards graphic design. They push and push and push...I can't even read a job ad without feeling like I will never succeed, I also find them super boring...and this, dear reader is why I feel like I will end up in a strip club.

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