I have a fear of being worthless. All my social interactions come from looking good naked, what happens when I no longer do? May be by that point people with whom I'm becoming close now will appreciate me for my personality, and wouldn't mind sagging body parts? I am not career oriented per se, but I do seek acceptance and success...sigh, I need to get out of my head more often. It helps to know/assume that other people who appear to be in control don't have their shit together either.

I wonder how many people actually see/read this...I do have a link to the blog on MM, I just assume that the only people who read this are people who leave comments, may be some followers... Should I go back to posting just pics here and keep my personal shit separate? Who knows...I'll try to shoot something tonight, so the blog isn't so text heavy.