it's so off....equilibrium disturbed, balance abandoned.
I no longer exist. as i did before.

Through the dark, the forest before sunrise...The fresh air, the rain.

Ahead, beyond, the past.

Present. Vicious. Taken.

Useless while I am here. But running, crawling, clawing to fulfillment.

Away.

Suffocated by people who mean well. I'm sorry, but i need to go.

It's been 21 years, and you still make me feel like I am not my own person.

Another year and I will hate you.

Keep it steady till May....that's all.

I just want out.

I shot a girl getting an ear piercing last night. The expression she has on her face while the needle goes through...It's perfect for the masochism project. When I look at them I see that delicate emotion, pain and pleasure. I think i will need a couple more shots like that to work into the other material I've shot so far. I'll try to throw the strongest shots i have acquired so far onto the blog tonight.

http://www.modelmayhem.com/1879818

Here is the awesomeness!!!! WHOOO

I wore purple yesterday. The gay teen suicides really hit home. My high school was very tolerant (art school) it was almost cool to be bi for both girls and guys. My college is open minded too (art school)...So I've never seen or faced bullying...But i can imagine it so vividly...and i'm sorry for anyone who went through it.