I got a small rant. Fuck your judgement I'm cool with every fucking decision I made. I'm not stupid or naive, I understand every consequence, and interpretation and I love it. And yes, I fall in love too easy, but so what? I like to feel, and I'm working on figuring it all out...where my feelings are, and where society pressure to find a mate is.
This will be a good mm off topic thread. Friends that judge and give their opinion, do they really care, or are they just closed minded jerks? Like, if someone is a drug addict, and their straight edged friends pull them out, vs druggie friends who just sink with them....Which group is a better friend? People who don't judge possibly don't give a fuck, people who do judge possibly don't either....
I told a friend that sex and art are my driving forces....she asked if i didn't have them, do I have anything else...as if those two are not enough....They are, and I do have them and I am inspired by them to live every day...I think it's plenty.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
BEWARE
Models beware, a girl I once worked with has been scammed by this douche bag. Reading MM forums, it's apparent he has done this shit before. Check references, and ask around....Stay safe.
Photographer goes by aliases Jim Hines, Jay Hanes, Jami, John, Fokus Foto etc. email address fokusfoto@gmail.com.
Who knows how many other emails and aliases and accounts he has
He's called her from these #'s:
804-435-5090
804-247-2801 (he's actually used this # for at least 4 years))
Btw, he also sends email from an email address: female.photographer@gmail.com pretending to be a female photographer named Jami, "Jami" gets on the phone and does talk, she's "very nice and personable." Sounds kind of young.
The guy is in his mid 50's, maybe a bit haggard looking in the face, dresses ok though, head of grayish hair, skinny, maybe about 5'11, he speaks in a heavy southern drawl.
What's MOST distinguishable about him is his left eye, the lid of which droops.
More Info :
http://theartofnude.wordpress.com/2010/05/14/fokusfoto/
http://www.modelinsider.com/community/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=1995
http://londonandrews.blogspot.com/2010/06/modelsphotographers-beware-of-jim.html
Photographer goes by aliases Jim Hines, Jay Hanes, Jami, John, Fokus Foto etc. email address fokusfoto@gmail.com.
Who knows how many other emails and aliases and accounts he has
He's called her from these #'s:
804-435-5090
804-247-2801 (he's actually used this # for at least 4 years))
Btw, he also sends email from an email address: female.photographer@gmail.com pretending to be a female photographer named Jami, "Jami" gets on the phone and does talk, she's "very nice and personable." Sounds kind of young.
The guy is in his mid 50's, maybe a bit haggard looking in the face, dresses ok though, head of grayish hair, skinny, maybe about 5'11, he speaks in a heavy southern drawl.
What's MOST distinguishable about him is his left eye, the lid of which droops.
More Info :
http://theartofnude.wordpress.com/2010/05/14/fokusfoto/
http://www.modelinsider.com/community/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=1995
http://londonandrews.blogspot.com/2010/06/modelsphotographers-beware-of-jim.html
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
These past three days have been pretty amazing.
On Monday I went to Pleasure Beach (see photos below) with a group of complete strangers. To be fair the person who invited me was also on MM, so I checked out his work, and decided to treat it as a shoot. But initially we met on deviantart. His 4 friends also joined us. I didn't talk much (i rarely do), but I truly enjoyed the company. And the location....shit, I've been waiting to visit a location like that all my life. It was.....beyond words, really.
On Tuesday I went to work. It was pretty busy. Afterwards I met up with a photographer, who is about my age...We worked together once before. We went to Central Park, and shot topless and nude, in less than private locations. Quite a thrill....It feels sooo good to take my clothes off outside in weather like this. After the shoot we grabbed dinner, and went our separate ways. It just felt so much like summer....The weather, the staying out late.
And then yesterday I went to play badminton after work. I stayed for 3.5 hrs, and it kicked my ass!!!! My back hurts, my arm, my legs....Legs hurt less than expected, because the days prior I did a lot of walking. I haven't done anything even similar to exercise in about 3 years. In those 3 years I did 2 days of yoga, a week of belly dancing, and 1 day of badminton. This summer though, I'm gonna play weekly, cuz it's convenient time and location wise, and it's just so fucking nice to push my body. To feel it. To do something after work, to be worn out, to be emotionally involved in the game....I got home around 12am last night, and slept till 8am today....Normally I'd be tired, today I'm full of energy. Yay exercise. Now I just gotta start eating right =)
On this wave of awesomeness, I'll try to shoot more self portraits, cuz I haven't done that in weeks. Too tired after work, but fuck that. Badminton inspires me, I'll make something cool =D
On Monday I went to Pleasure Beach (see photos below) with a group of complete strangers. To be fair the person who invited me was also on MM, so I checked out his work, and decided to treat it as a shoot. But initially we met on deviantart. His 4 friends also joined us. I didn't talk much (i rarely do), but I truly enjoyed the company. And the location....shit, I've been waiting to visit a location like that all my life. It was.....beyond words, really.
On Tuesday I went to work. It was pretty busy. Afterwards I met up with a photographer, who is about my age...We worked together once before. We went to Central Park, and shot topless and nude, in less than private locations. Quite a thrill....It feels sooo good to take my clothes off outside in weather like this. After the shoot we grabbed dinner, and went our separate ways. It just felt so much like summer....The weather, the staying out late.
And then yesterday I went to play badminton after work. I stayed for 3.5 hrs, and it kicked my ass!!!! My back hurts, my arm, my legs....Legs hurt less than expected, because the days prior I did a lot of walking. I haven't done anything even similar to exercise in about 3 years. In those 3 years I did 2 days of yoga, a week of belly dancing, and 1 day of badminton. This summer though, I'm gonna play weekly, cuz it's convenient time and location wise, and it's just so fucking nice to push my body. To feel it. To do something after work, to be worn out, to be emotionally involved in the game....I got home around 12am last night, and slept till 8am today....Normally I'd be tired, today I'm full of energy. Yay exercise. Now I just gotta start eating right =)
On this wave of awesomeness, I'll try to shoot more self portraits, cuz I haven't done that in weeks. Too tired after work, but fuck that. Badminton inspires me, I'll make something cool =D
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