The blog has been nearly abandoned, MM port deleted...I'm still alive though. Busy as fuck with finals. every thing is fine, good, actually. I still shoot as a photographer, but the modeling days are over for good. It was a great experience taught me a lot, allowed for some much needed self expression, but something just doesn't feel right anymore...So there is no reason to keep going. My winter break starts in a week. I desperately need sleep and emotional rest.